He is so WORTHY.

I cant believe I'm so privileged, that out of His kindness and His hospitality, He would actually tell me what is on His heart. He invited me into partnership... joy filled, intimacy fueled partnership with Him, 

to see His glory fill this earth.

The past 6 months have been the most challenging, stretching, and busy months of my life! For those of you who don't know, I just graduated from a Discipleship Training School with an organization called YWAM (Youth With A Mission). For 3 months I was in Kona, Hawaii learning so much more about God, about myself and becoming who I was called to be. For the last 3 months I was in Kyrgyzstan which is in Central Asia living in a village with 6 others from my team. I learned so much about God's heart, His faithfulness, and fully trusting Him with everything. I lived with a family that I became so close to... and leaving them literally felt like my heart was getting ripped out of my chest. The love that God gave me for that family was only a tiny glimpse of what God's love truly is.

 I cant even fathom how much love He has for us. 

Being back home has definitely been a different transition. My own bed, a toilet, a shower, free time. [I almost forgot what free time was.] Im so incredibly thankful. Im so blessed to be spending this time with such amazing, supportive family and friends. But there isn't a day that goes by that my amazing friends from Hawaii and my friends and family in Kyrgyzstan don't pop into my head or in my prayers. I am so privileged, blessed, and forever changed by that experience. 

Thankful is an understatement.

           Deuteronomy 33:12 

"Let the BELOVED of the Lord rest secure in Him, 

for He shields him all day long, 

and the one the Lord loves rests between His shoulders."

Ive surrendered, Ive tasted for myself the goodness of the Lord. BUT it is a daily choice! Every single day I have to surrender my own rights and thoughts because I want more of Him and less of me. The old has gone and the new has come. I will CHOOSE to walk in that daily and to walk in who I am as a daughter of the Most High King. 

Walking hand in hand with Him each day.

Joshua 1:9

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. 

Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, 

for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

This is a season of trusting Him. Trusting Him in everything. Trusting that He will show me what is next. Trusting that He will provide. He is so incredibly faithful! 

 "The more I seek Him, 

the more I find Him. 

The more I find Him,

 the more I love Him."